Must Try Harder.

I have this crazy fantasy to be a writer one day, just like my uncle.
well, I have always wanted to be a writer but my uncle (who is one) has always since inspired me to want to do it myself. But I have never, ever, had the discipline to finish anything.

And now I am starting to wonder, I have always wanted to write stories with meanings, a philosophy or a moral - but a general theme that makes you think about yourself. A lot like Murakami.

I just read my uncles blog, and laughed at it as well, and it hit me that he is a short story writer. I look at all these ideas I have and none of them are long long plots. I don't want to drag out a story just for the say so, I want to it to a be a burst of meaning and life.
And if I drag one out, it'll become weak and whimsical.

What I am trying to say, is just by chance, I reminded myself why I have always admired my uncle and I am thus learning what type of writer I might end up to be.